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blogging

2007-07-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

Haha.. it’s been a long time since I last blogged. Well common tests are just over like last week and I originally thought that h3 chem is this week but it got postponed..so well at least a bit of breathing space. I think I will get back math tmr..well..it was a miserable paper so hmm…
Chem. Will be either tomorrow or Friday whereas physics should be on Friday and GP is confirm next week…
I want to go watch harry potter luckily xinyi and hopefully andreas will agree to go watch with me haha…shall ask them tmr..
Not bad last weekend, went to weilin’s party..stupid me walk all the way from around the beginning of the entire changi coast lane or something into the resort..lasted me around 10 minutes..really hot but the chalet was fantastic, good food, good music, played poker, cut the cake then dance…well I actually didn’t dance cos xiu huan and I left early lol…cos I went pulau ubin in the morning and was dead tired..i woke up like at around 6 am and then went for a hike haha…with my parents and a family friend…so I needed sleep that night and decided not to stay over..
Hey there is a german girl’s shrine at pulau ubin, it is quite far away and require some walking..but it was worth it..haha
Then today is interclass soccer, well the girls tried their best haha..and we boys tried our best too and we managed to draw like 0-0 with the other two teams, I almost scored but it went slightly high and also I almost made the girl in the opposition team score and own goal lol…good chances haha..
Then after physics lecture, a girl asked nelson and I a funny question. She asked if we were angry with the girls for not playing during the match. Haha..why should we be angry lol..anyway they did try their best haha..we can see that lol..and it is just some fun game lah..just anyhow play…nothing serious what…next week we will have interclass again..hope it will be as fun lol…..haha..i also heard that my friend in Frankenberg gave me something. His mum made me jam…!!! J I cant wait to taste it..oh man I miss germany so so much, the fresh fruits in the summer in David’s garden, David and Markus and the rest haha…

lol

2007-04-22T21:49:00.000-07:00

haha..a lot of people say i am lovesick but i seriously am not, just miss people who had left my life...i bet everyone will have that feeling when ur friend is going away or when ur friend si gonna leave you forever and there is no way of contacting him or her =(

ok erm i have an extra ticket to:

Dunman High Chinese Society Concert Rhapsody of Spring which will take place on 18th of May, a friday at 7.30 pm at Victoria Theatre.

will someone please go with me?? haha please?? cos i have accidentally bought an extra ticket due to miscommunication between me and my sister so yup please..it costs only $12, haha please message me if you wanna go with me thanks...yup please read the advertisement carefully

haha ok i am currently in the library blogging and searching for articles for GP presentation well...i got two but they had disappeared..*sigh
haha the CIP on saturday at Sentosa is kinda fun..well but boring..fun cos i can meet new friends but boring because i did nothing..well not much anyway and i went to VIVO City haha the top floor there enjoy the sea breeze lol..quite cool, can go there more often cos can smell the fresh air and relax with friends, maybe can have class outing there lol

haha..i met belinda on the bus last week while on my way home from third lang..she reckons i should train more haha..cos i told her about my training schedules and she says i am slacking lol..well maybe i should be more hardworking like her..who is in NJ canoe lol...

ok that was quite random and i went to xt's blog to tag and saw the video on U-tube..very funny and ANGSTY..haha

can someone tell me where got personality test or where u can find psychology test that will tell you what you are thinking of haha i feel like taking it to find out more about myself haha and for a deep analysis

I am deeply sorry to learn of the shooting in Virginia and thankfully, my friend who is in Virginia is not in that school..i suddenly feel that life is so precious, just a single incident could take away so many innocent lives and they are bright students with a great future ahead =(

ok so cherish life..i saw this message on a show called The Hospital which recently ended on Channel U..the last message was:
Life is but a sham, whatever we think is important now may not be that important anymore in the future. Do not aim to work hard to obtain a position but aim to work hard because you believe in what you are doing.

I want to be a doctor to heal people not because i want to earn money, because i love to see the patient's smile when i relieve them of their pain. that is the true spirit and it is teh same for whatever profession you are in. cherish what you have, bring a smile to people around you and then your life will be meaningful.

If you have no desire, you will yearn for nothing and you will feel happy. If you rid yourself of desire and follow your heart and align your heart to be on the right path, then you will feel happy.

i just told jonny he is distracted but i know he isnt and i wont be distracted too.. my life will go on..i will not miss her anymore..because i know what has gone between us has ended...and i must move on and so must she..she will find her happiness and i will have to cherish those around me..and find my own happiness

mood: cheerful and happy

Just an afternoon

2007-04-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

haha..today is the SYF of the chinese dance of my juniors..well..hope they do well..all the best!!=)
i had training with jonny today and yup, now my hands are aching from the pull-ups i had done..ToT
haha..but jonny and i had fun because we shared some private joke that i later told xiaoting..well she reckoned we were feeling evil haha..
haha..joanna came visiting today, the school drop-out lol, and she crashed lecture wearing home clothes..then mingwei talked about ben and jerry's free ice cream and some of our classmates went promptly after school to try..but i have training..anyway i dont feel like going
i think i am not focused enough...must start studying and yup PW grades are such a bother..i dislike my grades..i felt that i had worked ahrd and so did everyone else in our class..everyone in our class should get an A, those who deserved it..=(
*sigh it has been quite some time since you wrote to me..i wonder how you are coping there and i hope you are well. Whenever i am feeling low, i thought of you, and i will try to cheer up =)
on monday, me and jonny was singing a childhood song :
i love you, you love me, we are happy family
doesnt that sound familiar..lol..ok that is random..

to someone i had known previously my last words to you:

wrote you many many messages
but you didnt reply
it just shows that i ain't in your mind
so why should i still bother to try

love you many many times
but you left my life
so suddenly that i couldnt even sigh
when you just kiss me goodbye

All my love i give you willingly
my heart is only yours soley
i will love you so much truly
but why do i feel that i am silly

my love for you is one-way traffic
why should i become love-sick
why should i fall for your trick
it's because your smile is so sweet

tell you many many nights
how much i love you so
but you never ever had respond
just like a stone into the sea was thrown

ask you many many whys
although you never ever lie
the love i gave is so much
all i crave is to have your touch

i dont need to have you by my side
i just want you to reside
in my heart so that it wont be empty
and i wont feel so lonely

i tried studying h3 chem last night and i managed to study a bit about antibacterials

cycloserine: affects cell wall construction
chloramphenicol: affects protein synthesis
penicillin: affects cell wall construction
tetracyclines: affects protein synthesis
streptomycins: affects protein synthesis
colistin (polymyxins): affects permeability of cell membrane
cephalosporins: affects cell wall construction
quinolones( nalidixic acid): affects nucleic acid transcription
sulphonamides: affects synthesis of folic acid

oh no and there are two more compounds i have forgotten...i will fill in the next post =(

how am i gonna be a doctor like that if i can't even memorise a few antibacterial agents...*sigh

it just shows that i must work harder and harder...and not be slack...i must jiayou and be hardworking

Mood: discontented now because of PW and my inability to concentrate..must go study

outing for 6R

2007-04-09T05:23:00.000-07:00

we had an outing on friday, the good friday at marina bay for joanna's farewell
It was superb albeit the weather was a bit hot. Haha I was sleeping like mad when xt called me >_<..my precious nap..but luckily she called, cos I was boiling water and if she didn’t call maybe I will just let the water in the kettle dry up. ToT haha at marina bay we flied kites..poor me..i can’t fly kites for nuts..not that I no skills..but the kite just refuse to stay afloat. Urghhh..then we palyed I never and I lost again cos I usually do a lot of stuffs before..and then my punishment was to say what I had done to chase a girl before and that must be the most cheesy..lol..and I told frankly haha..and I let out a secret that I like someone from somewhere haha..an exciting secret maybe for you to explore lol
Then I find that alex is worst than me..he ran and ran but then the kite is even more stubborn haha…lousy anyway xiaoting reckon that I stupid and suck because I had finished my tutorials but I refuse to believe so…I think I am hardworking and should keep it up…=)
Steamboat was good..but lousy jonny..bluff me that the jug actually contain beer..but it is green tea…haha..i didn’t want to drink beer or alcohol anymore..lol..and I went to buy my self what else but a green tea..*sigh
Oh right man…yesterday I went shopping for books but then I passed this store and thought hey..i think I should buy a present for my co-ogl..since I am so kind these few days..lol..so I bought her something and then she will never be able to say I bully her again..
My cousin is here in Singapore with some irritating woman..whom I do not like but well..maybe her profession as a salesperson require her to be like that so I think I shall accept people for whom they are and not be so petty..
I love my friends around me, they are so nice and friendly and although I do not like some people around me too but I will always be kind because I have learnt that we must forget our hatred and share the love..ok no particular mention here haha so don’t guess wildly…
Oh and to my dear..i will always love you no matter what and love you forever even you maybe so far away =)
My mood now: cheerful and contented

2007-04-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

*sigh i think i am down on my social life, hating too many people and being hated by too many people. i am just a emotional bugger.
i hope that this week will be a better one foe me
and to all friends who had been supporting me, thanks a lot and goood luck

moody

2007-03-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

i feel very sad these few days..i dunno why but i am just feeling depressed. i just felt pain in my heart and every part of my body is aching, including my heart.
ok for those who are going to say that i am just feeling out of love, this post will disappoint you.
i just feel severely depressed after the common tests..knowing that i will do badly for everything. maths was disastrous and even though physics was supposed to be easy and doeable, i still did badly! *sigh and the only thing i mug for, chemistry, oh well, not talking about it is the best thing to do. i hate it, i had put in so much effort to study chem and in the end, it ended up some bad....urghhh!!!! and i have a h3 chem test on friday too =( when will i ever escape from this mediocrity...
yeah..and i also need to help my friends get the RJ dance night ticket...*sigh it seem like an impossible task..seeing that almost all my friends their tickets are all sold out and well..just pray that one or two will come along in my way.
i dont know why..i just feel like leaving this place..to go somewhere to find my love, to go somewhere to explore and walk freely, freely from woes and to pursue my ideal..
i just feel that i am further and further away from my dream of being a doctor..in the sense that i think my grades are not going to let me study but i promise i will work hard..it is my goal to help the sick and try to do my best in relieving them of their illness and ensure that their health is my top most priority. but i am feeling stressed now..do you think i should take a break..?
to my dear.. i know you do not know about this blog and will never come here..but will you support me through even though you may be far away and i cannot see you?? will you give me your heart and take mine with you..so that our soul can be complete.
i just feel so empty in my heart, maybe i just need to find work to do, drown myself in tiredness
ok
bye bye

Outing, Post chinese New year and post valentine

2007-02-25T19:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i went for a movie with the FX people. haha..we watched Paris Je t'aime which is a film that is made up of many short films each lasting 5 minutes.. sound confusing?? well go watch it, i seriously recommend that...even if i dont know any french, i understood perfectly with the presence of english and chinese subtitles. I love the one on a poor nigerian guy, it was very sad..and i admired his passion for love. some films like the one on Vampire and Chinese doesnt make much sense though. haha..yeah and before that i went out with my parents to their friends' house to have lunch before going Novena to study with alex and xiaoting and have dinner there. haha..i dunno why..after watching the film, i suddenly feel that love is everywhere, not necessary must be in Paris and yup although i agree that walking along the River Seine is more romantic than walking along Singapore river. But *sigh..i could not see the person that i very much want to see again in the near future..wo bist du jetzt??
Brings me to post valentine day..well haha..basically i got invited to watch Paris Je t'aime with the FX people for first grand screening at Alliance Francaise..but i did not go..haha..maybe i should have gone lol..but me and andreas just took the train home and yeah try not to look at the couples around us..kinda lonely..and yeah haha..makes you feel funny when you saw people around you or even your friends that you have not seen for many years haha lol..anyway..ok should not be angsty about that cos should not focus so much on finding a valentine, seeing that it is kinda hard to..so well GIVE UP!!
Prefers chinese new year. 6R goes Weilin's house to celebrate on second day of chinese new year. oh man.. it totally rocks ^^. we played pool and DDR..some of us tried halo but i didnt haha..then we watched Alfie and Borat >< a very funny film that is a bit crude but well..censored ..so yeah anyway and we ate chocolates and i seriously need to try to get myself fatter as i binge on the food...then we talked as we eat dinner...yup this new year i collected some ang paos..well since my relatives are overseas..this is not bad haha..and i have money so that i can go out..YEA!!=)
but maybe alone???haha...now more things are gonna happen..so i must continue to stay focused and study hard...all the guys..together we can do it.. Nothing is Impossible
Love you , love you, yes i love you tell me what to do
so that i can love you, you will love me and we are happy
everyone should be happy and cheerful like me ok??

sign off: a person who is happy and contented now with the good friends around him

On'y va pour la victoire
Degada Volontana
Zeit dass sich was dreht, was dreht
bis zum Leben ole ole..

Post Valentine's Day

2007-02-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

Sarang-hay-yo means Nothing

you took me on a roller coaster ride
your smile makes me high
your tears make me cry
i just wanna stay by your side

will i ever get to see your laughter
will we ever be together
all the answers seem to sail into never
but i wont wait for you forever

*can you stop being nice to me
can you stop saying you just wanna be friends
cos i love you
but you dont see it
everytime i see you with other guys
my heart just break into a million pieces

I walk alone on the crowded streets
thinking why i cant forget you
i cant understand why i lost my love
sarang-hay-yo means nothing
i should just stop imagining

everywhere i turn i see happiness
people around singing
people around fooling
but i just drown myself in sadness

there is no one standing by my side
just a can of beer lying on the right
my heart just feel so tight
as i bid you goodbye tonight

watch you go on your way
in other guys' arms you sway
i decide that i wont stay
all the love i show do not pay
so just leave me alone..(alone)

when i thought there was hope
it was all but a dope
i should clean my eyes with soap
and see that the answer will be nope

my emotions i try to hide
you will never ever hear me sigh
i just wanna be alone to face the Yuletide
I just wanna be alone singing myself the lullaby

a song i made again

Pre-Valentines' day

2007-02-05T22:37:00.000-08:00

Valentines' Day is coming..but..i am not going out. Simply because i don't have a girlfriend yet. well so i will just have a date with Miss Chem SPA and Mr German lesson.
ok..the class girls' had just asked me to do something for them on valentines' day, well not just me, but they requested the entire guy population tod o something for them..well did i say something about valentine's day?? what is valentines' Day haha
I am unfortunately elected to be the Long Pants' Club chairperson
Criteria to be the LPC Chairperson:
1) must be single so as to show that you have no DISTRACTIONS(only a few guys fulfil this criteria)
2) Must be nice to girls in the class (well all the guys fulfil this criteria)
so you can guess that i just manage to pass the stringent selection lol..
alright, these few days have been pretty angsty for me..not the German ANGST but well angsty..haha...pretty swinging mood..Xiao Ting reckons that i am having mood swings but well i cannot be having that. Maybe it is because i am an old grouchy man...lol..
My friend has already left for overseas and i wonder when i will see her again...well *sigh..guess it is just up to fate..saw her online the other time..but did not talk to her..dunno what to say i guess..
but it has been such a coincidence that last week i actually saw my primary school classmate on bus 13. haha..it has been a long tiem since i last saw her and i wasnt certain if i was seeing her haha..like what she says..it has been 5 years haha..she looked the same but i didnt dare identify her..because if not if she is some stranger then wont she think that i am some guys who is trying out a new pickup line?? she also apparently reckon the same thing and we didnt talk to each other on the bus. It was just when we were online that we talked and realised that we actually saw each other haha...and i also managed to met my primary school teacher who parked his car dangerously at the roadside to talk to me for a few minutes..
well pretty interesting...seeing how people interact..do you always ask for reciprocity when you be nice to someone???what if they don't be nice back..will you stop being nice to them. i think this is a difficult question to answer but i think it is very hard to stop yourself from being a nice guy even though like we see in drama shows..the NICE guys always ended up hurt and lonely..haha..and the COOL, DAO and unfriendly guys usually gets the girls haha..but maybe reality will work the other way round..i hope haha...i do believe that people are just shy to say thank you...but they do recognize your contributions but well..if tehy don't just don't take it to heart..smile and just serve..because you are a great soul and everyone will like you eventually...so we must not be sad..
oh no..i still cannot think of a song to write yet..it has been a long time since i wrote any verse..may it be crap or not haha..i will try do by Valentine's day and after that to blog again lol...but i just hope that you can wish me happy valentine's day and you know i will see the message since i will be at home most probably haha

2007-02-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

i promise i will blog tmr after physics test
yup about these few days haha

feelings

2007-01-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

hi...i am in the library..i am very very tired...
feel like sleeping...
and feeling..someone i like is leaving soon...
i may not be able to met her again...
maybe it is just fate...
that we have to be separated...
well..c'est la vie..
i have to continue learning german later...
that is all..i may not post for a long time
just one thing more..: ORIENTATION 2007 ROCKs

blog

2006-12-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

erm now it seems that the posts might not turn up..oh no..i dunno what to do

tag board

2006-12-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

erm..i think there is now a slight prob with my tag board..the old one cannot be used but problem is the computer illiterate me,..i cant erase it i dunno how to remove it ahha//
so please tag below if you guys wanna tag thanks

random,

2006-12-01T06:49:00.000-08:00

hi i will be going back to taiwan soon
i will be visiting relatives and try to do some touring haha
i will try to think of more songs
inspiration
and i will do H3 chem haha
see you guys

CIP trip in taiwan

2006-11-28T04:36:00.000-08:00

haha, the CIp trip had finally ended, after like 6 months of planning, from discussion with the class, the decision to do an overseas CIP, deciding to go Taiwan and teach english and finally completion of the trip and reflections, it was a long process, though tiring in the first place, especially with all the planning and anxiety, it was truly and enjoyable process. haha..i had never organised an overseas trip before and i am very glad that this one Turned out well..haha and I made four new friends in the four girls from other classes who joined the trip. Also got to know some of classmates better haha..
Well update on the trip:

18th Nov:
Depart from Changi Airport, haha very excited we all to go to Taiwan to do CIP. When we were at the airport, my dad came and we took a bus to Taichung. The lesson plan people were discussing lesson plans and the rest were either sleeping cos it was a tiring flight or they were singing songs haha.. when we got to the hotel, it was a pretty good one..i had to see a doctor because I was still sick and the rest went to eat steamboat haha..
Hardly slept that night, even though I was at home, dunno why haha

19th Nov:
went to hotel to find them and we went to have breakfast. They had youtiao, salted dou jiang, shao bing and some had jianjiao and dan bing..
then we went shopping at da mai jia..a hypermarket. Haha…spend some time there hunting for snacks also besides finding materials..
lunch at taichung we ate meat dumplings as well as yang chun mian, qie zai mian haha…and then the cars from my dad’s friends came to whisck us off to the school..
the lodge was so beautiful and so was the school..the scenery.. and dinner at chen ma ma’s was an enjoyment. Delicious wild boar meat haha and her songs..love it very much, the taiya people..met May, Linda on the roads, haha first contact with the kids there.
at night, saw 7 shooting stars haha and learnt a bit of astro from the twins and GGY, haha..man tired..slept only like 30 minutes that night lol

20th Nov:
1st day of school and we were pretty quick-witted in the sense that we really reacted well haha as the standards of the kids were somewhat lower than we had expected and really maybe because they were shy or what..but manage to do a lot of interactions and they asked really good questions about Singapore, like what is banned in Singapore haha..the kids were so cute especially those indigenous kids..had fun teaching them
after school, we saw their dance, taiya dance about the seven-colored birds..really cool..haha..that night still couldn’t sleep very well..maybe was too excited and couldn’t wait to return to see the kids again..

21st Nov:
prepare for English week to take place on the next day..and also lesson continued. After the first day, we sort of know how to teach the kids better and it was fun..really..stayed at their activity centre till 8 to prepare for English week. Haha..fed the mosquitoes quite a lot..in the morning, my dad had came with my mum and sis to visit us, and yup brought cake for mingwei and charmaine. That night, we sprang a surprise on them and yanyi and miss soh really could act very well haha.. “the door is spoilt!!” yup haha..

22nd Nov:
English week.. well it was a great success…should see the stampede when the kids rushed forward to get sweets from GGY and charmaine, they sort of charged at them haha but they were really so innocent and cute..haha..taught them bingo songs as well as through dog and bone, they really had fun..at other stations too..could tell that they enjoyed themselves very much, that made us feel less tired..haha…it was great planning for the englis week people and despite the poor weather in the morning, the spirit was not dampened, which was very encouraging and heartening haha

23rd Nov:
the last day, where we can get to teach the kids in full, haha cos on Friday, most kids will be going for some dance. We had a fantastic day teaching them, and taking photos..really very hard to stop teaching them..they were all so eager and nice, and not spoilt..unlike kids in Singapore, haha at least unlike some here..lol..love them a lot and doesn’t want top leave them..at night, we went to visit some fish farm selling trouts, we had grilled trout that night, which was so delicious, I had never eaten so much fish in one sitting before..haha..and it was really a feast..we had chen mama’s wild boar, mountain chickens and veggies as well as fishball soup haha..the kids came over, simon, calvin, Jason, peter and jimmy, so did May and Linda who joined us later in some sing-a long, that night, we really enjoyted ourselves.. and I know I will definitely miss them..that afternoon had to take care of some kindergarten kids and sprained my back unfortunately..couldn’t sit straight and couldn’t bend down..*sigh have to leave earlier on Friday, cannot have farewell with the kids..a reporter came to ask us some questions in the afternoon haha..didnt really like being interviewed..

24th Nov:
was with the kids on the bus taking them to the dance competition..haha they were all in high spirits and some thought that I was going to dance with them..haha..bet they didn’t know if I go dancing at that moment, I cant forget about my back and waist..haha..played hei bai qie with a little girl who was in p2…she was very cute, sitting next to me on the bus..haha..i tried letting her win..and I almost forgot that I have a hand which had a blister and luckily I let her slapped my the other hand before she whacked hard at it..lol..they are really..so fun..*sigh..i would like to go back to do befriender’s dance and have farewell but my dad wouldn’t allow me to..but I am definitely going back sometime next week..
that night had steak..at gui zu shi jia..haha…very nice pork chop and yup very glad that everyone can enjoy a good meal after a week’s hard work..haha..and yup went yi zhong jie to shop..bought late birthday prezzies for mingwei, charmaine and twins…hahacould tell that the girls shop like some man..lol…and yanyi was bargaining like mad.for voodoo dolls..haha..and took neoprints..lol..but where are my neoprints..????

25th Nov:
was very sick,..and tired..*sigh..my lymph nodes had swollen so much that even as I turned my neck, it hurt so much..yup we did touring in Taipei, I was very tired..so apologies that sometimes I might have led the way wrongly..
we went zhongxiao ast rd to eat din tai fung, but it was full, went du xiao yue to have noodles which was really delicious, but I was feeling sleepy..then we went sun yat sen memorial hall..haha..learnt a bit of cultural history..and saw the rotation of duty of guards which was really lucky cos they started just as we reached..haha..and then went to dan shui and but tie dan and eat a gei..was trying to treat my sore throat and drinking lotsa herbal stuffs and at shilin, I still did not give up…haha..the nightmarket was cool, it was my first time there also..
then we went back to hotel and I managed to get my strepsils..

26th Nov:
throat still hurting like mad..but after rinsing with salt water was a bit better, thanks to yanyi for the suggestion..haha..visted Taipei 101..had a great view but need to leave early cos my dad needs to pass me medicine..then we went to ximen ding to have lunch..jianjiao and shuijiao..haha..got medicine from my dad, after eating it, was feeling better..did not go shopping at ximen ding..but went back to hotel to rest first..
had to leave Taiwan already..it had been a long trip and the bus trip to airport take us on our way back to Singapore..
haha..had fun last minute browsing stuffs at the airport shops..
2356: touchdown at Singapore..

well..it was certainly an enriching experience, it let me learn that even in developed countries like Taiwan, there are still people who need help and I was very glad that we managed to fulfil the 3 aims..to level playing field..to get students interested and to allow them to love English and we ourselves have all benefited a lot from the trip. the importance of simplicity and everything..really. we need to relook at our life and see if we can slow down a bit and look and admire the things arouns us, appreciate the people around us..with little love from everyone instead of coldness, the world would be a better place haha..going back taiwan again on 3rd dec
haha...need rest now lol

random

2006-11-09T05:45:00.000-08:00

German jouranal will be continued..once i have the time..
have asterix comic book....to read now lol..
yea>>>

2006-10-22T03:57:00.000-07:00

I am bald..my hair is very short..i look like NS men now..*sigh..a bad hair day

2006-10-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

hallo..
Jetzt bin ich in der Bibliothek.
I am blogging because i am ultra bored..
nowadays..very very bored..haze coming back again..
watch black adder by rowan atkinson..it is very funny
you will learn how to suan people like mad if you talk like him..especially the episode on dictionary..lol..but very strong british accent they have..
haha..

will be having another befrienders' dance session later..have to dance with a partner..so sad...but very fun..especially yesterday..got a great partner ..haha..so noone steps on each others' toes..
haha

lala

2006-10-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

Haha..the promos is finally over....still feeling very bored..planning to go out but then got the haze..cannot play bball..cannot go to the beach..
Staying at home and doin nothing…that’s bad…
Haha…hope can go out soon..

bloggger

2006-10-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

You are so near yet your heart so far

An empty heart is waiting
Waiting for you to come in sync
Will you hold on to me and
Be my love forever

Je t’aime I only will say to you
Ich liebe dich
Verstehst du nicht
Come and reside in my heart baby
Oh I am so lonely
So lonely

Lady, lady one more try
I only have your heart in my eye
Can you stay with me you wont cry
I will love you forever without a sigh

Lady, lady please don’t say nein
I am here waiting for you to say night
Can you love me and always be mine
I will stay by your side
Waiting in the line

A broken heart is healing
Healing with all the pain tingling
Can you say you won’t love me
And let my heart die forever

Je t’aime a phrase no longer wanted
Ich liebe dich
Is just a blunder
Oh leave and keep my heart baby
Take it far away
Far away

Lady, lady one more try
I only have your heart in my eye
Can you stay with me you wont cry
I will love you forever without a sigh

Lady, lady please don’t say nein
I am here waiting for you to say night
Can you love me and always be mine
I will stay by your side
Waiting in the line

You are so near yet your heart so far
I only can let you go
I’ll have to let you go
I was only reaching for a love
So impossibly far

Lady, lady one more try
I only have your heart in my eye
Can you stay with me you wont cry
I will love you forever without a sigh

Lady, lady please don’t say nein
I am here waiting for you to say night
Can you love me and always be mine
I will stay by your side
Waiting in the line

haha..a something i have created long time ago..decide to put i here
haha..post promos..let's relax a bit before we go do PW

song

2006-09-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

Take me to your heart Michael Learns to Rock

hiding from the rain and snow
trying to forget but i won't let go
looking at a crowded street
listening to my own heart beat
so many people all around the world
tell me where do i find someone like you girl

(chorus)
take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand before i'm old
show me what love is - haven't got a clue
show me that wonders can be true
they say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
love is now or never
bring me far away
take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is - be my guiding star
it's easy take me to your heart

standing on a mountain high
looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
i should go and see some friends
but they don't really comprehend
don't need too much talking without saying anything
all i need is someone who makes me wanna sing

take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand before i'm old
show me what love is - haven't got a clue
show me that wonders can be true
they say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
love is now or never
bring me far away
take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is - be my guiding star
it's easy take me to your heart

take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is - be my guiding star
it's easy take me to your heart(chorus)

a nice song..haha

2006-08-26T03:34:00.000-07:00

oh..haha..promos is coming..yet..i am not studying..lol..am i a slacker or a slacker..
plain lazy that is me..
oh btw..that song in german wasnt found..was written by me..haha..an attempt that makes the entire content of the song has no sense...
anyway..must go mug..so cant blog often..though i dont usually anyway..haha..

a song

2006-08-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

Totes Herz
Ein Wünsch ist jetzt tot
Mein Gesicht in einem Trikot
Ich habe mein Herz als Angebot
Aber du brauchst meine Liebe nicht sofort

*Ich liebe dich
Verstehst du nicht
Alles ist jetzt schrecklich
Ich denke nur an dich
Bist du mit mir herzlich

Meine Liebe ist jetzt weg
Ich trinke allein ein Sekt
Nach vielen Jahren habe ich entdeckt

Ich kann ohne dich nicht leben
Meine Geist und Körper werden gestorben
Kannst du mir meine Seele zurückgeben
Zurückgeben

Du sangst vorher mir ein Lied
Obwohl wir ein Pferd zusammengeritt
Das war nur ein schöner Schritt
Als ich mit dir erst tritt

Repeat *

Ich warte auf dich am Alpensee
Ich möchte mit dir spazierengehen
Wo bist du jetzt
Sagst du mir genau
Ich möchte dich sagen
Ich liebe dich bestimmt auf Dauer

Repeat* thrice

a german song that i see interesting and angsty haha

Lonely

2006-08-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

a nice song by Akon..i like it..somewhat makes me feel that i should treasure everything and yea..i dont mind loneliness..since we have to be used to it..one day...we will all feel lonely..

2006-08-11T07:36:00.000-07:00

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there
like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

journal

2006-07-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

Day 1:
Haha..we are so excited that we are going to Germany today..yup..never realised that this day has finally come. We were at the airport all pumped up and waiting for our Quantas flight to Frankfurt. On the flight, we couldn’t sleep..you see..over-excitement..so what do we do? well watch Brokeback of course..It is so exciting..we have no teacher just the five of us..yea!!!!a 12 hour flight seem so long..i cannot wait to see Germany..

Day 2:
Yup..we have finally touched down at Frankfurt (am Main) Flughafen..haha..there was so delay with the customs and we have to run for the bus to reach the Regionalbahnhof to catch the train to Frankfurt city. We hope there would be no more delays as we need to catch up with a free tour in Berlin. Luckily the train came on time..the ICE is beautiful..haha..and super fast..around 290 km/h..haha.. well..on the train we met this friendly German man who introduced to us the various culture of Germany and recommended to us the nice places in Berlin..On the way we even got to see the Volkswagen Factory in Wolfsburg as we passed by the station. Haha..when we reached the A&O Hostel at Berlin Bahnhof am Zoo, we were still very hectic..after we had unpacked we quickly grabbed our first Bratwursts and ran to the meeting point of the free tour.
During the tour, we first took the S-Bahn..the equivalent of the Singapore MRT to Unter den Linden, where the Brandenburger Gate can be found. This gate was built during The Prussian times and is the symbol of Berlin which is the capital of Prussia. We were introduced to the history of the Gate, something about Napoleon and the Quadrat on the Gate. It was pretty interesting and we saw also the Hotel Adlon, where the famous Michael Jackson dangling baby incident took place. Later, we went to the German Reichstag, which is the German parliament house. It was very much classical. After which we went to the Jewish Holocaust Memorial and the Apartments of the East Germans..and the death place of Adolf Hitler..
We then also went to Checkpoint Charlie which is the most major Checkpoint during the East-West Germany times..We also visited the Berlin wall…and learnt about its history..During break time we drank coffee in a small coffee house near Checkpoint Charlie to rest our legs and after which we visited the old-quarters of the Berlin city. We went to Alexander-Humboldt University where Einstein once taught and where Karl Marx was also a famous alumni..we also went past the famous St Hedwig’s Cathedral..as well as visited the Museum island..where the German New and Old Museums stand..there we sat on the steps of the Museum entrance and listen to the history of Berlin.
After we return to our room we found that there were two more roommates..they came from Finland and yeah..we invited them along for our Pub-crawl at night and we went to pubs drinking beer and spirits, having fun…only at around mid-night did we go back to the hostel..oh man..we were so crazy..haha..

*sigh

2006-07-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

stupid me forgot to save my stuff on the comp and now it is gone..
three hours worth of travel journal entries
i am already at the last day when i made that stupid mistake and now i need to start re-typing from first week ...argggghhhh..why is everything going all wrong for me...

for you

2006-07-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm..today is quite a bad day…I am mentally and physically stressed..
I dunnoe why..i just cant seem to do anything about it..this trouble just seem to snowball and created an avanlanche that buries me under the thick snow..
Well..actually..the feel of rejection and lost love is already common to me..so why should I moan about it..my heart has been broken before so no harm breaking it again huh..well..i guess..
I have no longer any hope in having the opportunity to give u my care and concern since u do not want it..well..why must I continue be the nice guy? I should be a big bad boy..
*sigh all I have now are broken pieces of heart who will come and mend it..i guess I shal just wait for the time when we can finally meet at the foot of the Alps, where the castles and the beautiful lake lie..a story which u wanna believe or don’t is up to u…it is a fiction and a figment of my imagination anyway..will never come true..since I am still single..no hope yet of finding a girl ba…haha

nothing

2006-07-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

hallo..i am just being abnormal for past few days not sad or anything can ignore me...haha
sorrry..

2006-06-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

haa..i just died today..

i am a failure.. i am a failure..

forget it..since you cant see i wil just forget it..

i won't hate you because i have never learnt hatred but since you don't like it..
then ok..
all i can say i have tried..so adieu
为了你付出那种伤心你永远不了解, 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切

this is a declaration..that i will not touch love..since noone likes my love anyway haha

2006-06-03T16:38:00.000-07:00

yea..the days in munich are over.travelled to cologne today by the IC and we went pass the river rhein. it i sso magnificent. at cologne, the church where the bones of the three magi lies is a holy place with so fine architecture. i love the wurst in germany though they are somewhat salty. going frankenberg to the host family and the school tomorrow. very excited. it is pfingsten here in germany and public holidy. everyone is celebrating happily. haha..hope all is well..

2006-06-01T13:15:00.000-07:00

oh man germny rocks can even see snow at the castles..like heavenly and out of fairytale..will upload tons of pictures guys
c ya

2006-05-25T22:25:00.000-07:00

喜欢你的头发　
喜欢你的脸颊
喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光
喜欢你的害羞　
喜欢你的疯狂
想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

喜欢开你玩笑　
喜欢叫你傻瓜
喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样
喜欢搭你肩膀　
喜欢你会怕痒
喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下　
贴紧我的胸膛
想要告诉你这样下去不是办法
想要把你绑架　
想要带你回家
想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

思念你令我惊慌　
想到你令我膨胀
你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸
见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话
令我随时随地濒临疯狂
haha..just some random song i will be going germany tonight yea...
see you guys..in 14 days
i love you..but i know you will never realise

2006-05-07T21:16:00.000-07:00

hallo..wie geht's
i guess i am a lousy e-pal..i am supposed to have start writing to my e-pal..but i haven't yet..oh man..i feel so bad..so i am gonna start writing from today everyday to make up..
yes..so i guess.. today's lessons not that bad..math i wasnt looking..because he is always repeating himself so i looked 3 times then i stone and during GP..i am gonna fail my compre man..
i dislike GP but have to take it..might have to make the best of it..wish me luck and i will try to know more about current affairs and not read news from the back..
Looking forward to the german trip..it is like less than 20 days away..yes..
haha..very bored now..still in school waiting for PE..the rest of the class are away..and i am now in the library..doing nothing..
haha..well trying to start a german club so if you are interested please tell me i need ur signatures>>>

2006-04-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

Nena's 99 Luftballons:

Hast du etwas Zeit für mich
Dann singe ich ein Lied für dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Denkst du vielleicht g'rad an mich
Dann singe ich ein Lied für dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Und dass sowas von sowas kommt
99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Hielt man für Ufos aus dem All
Darum schickte ein General
'ne Fliegerstaffel hinterher
Alarm zu geben, wenn's (sie?) war
Dabei war'n da am Horizont
Nur 99 Luftballons
99 Düsenjager
Jeder war ein großer Krieger
Hielten sich für Captain Kirk
Das gab ein großes Feuerwerk
Die Nachbarn haben nichts gerafft
Und fühlten sich gleich angemacht
Dabei schoss man am Horizont
Auf 99 Luftballons
99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich für schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Kring und wollten Macht
Mann, wer hatte das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballons
99 Jahre Krieg
Ließen keine Platz für Sieger
Kriegsminister gibt's nicht mehr
Und auch keine Düsenflieger
Heute zieh ich meine Runden
Seh' die Welt in Trümmern liegen
Hab' 'nen Luftballon gefunden
Denk' an dich und lass' ihn fliegen

a famous german song haha

easy versus difficult

2006-04-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

Easy vs Difficult
Easy is to get a place in someone’s address book…
Difficult is to get a place in someone’s heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others…
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

Easy is to talk without thinking…
Difficult is to refrain the tongue.

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us…
Difficult is to heal the wound.

Easy is to forgive others…
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness.

Easy is to set rules…
Difficult is to follow them.

Easy is to dream every night…
Difficult is to fight for a dream.

Easy is to fight for victory…
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity.

Easy is to admire a full moon…
Difficult is to see the other side.

Easy is to stumble with a stone…
Difficult is to get up.

Easy is to enjoy life everyday…
Difficult to give its real value.

Easy is to pray every night…
Difficult is to find God in small things.

Easy is to promise something to someone…
Difficult is to fulfil that promise.

Easy is to say we love…
Difficult is to show it everyday.

Easy is to criticize others…
Difficult is to improve oneself.

Easy is to make mistakes…
Difficult is to learn from them.

Easy is to weep for a lost love…
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving…
Difficult is to stop thinking about it and put it into action.

Easy is to think bad of others…
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Easy is to receive…
Difficult is to give.

Easy to read this…
Difficult to follow.

Easy is to keep friendship with words…
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.

Learn how to carry a friendship greatly, whether or not it is returned. Why should one regret if the receiver is not equally generous? It never troubles the sun that some of his rays fall wide and vain into ungrateful space, and only a small part on the reflecting planet. Let your greatness educate the cold companion. If he is unequal, he will presently pass away; but thou art enlarged by thy own shining.

courtesy of Mr Yeo Meng Han whose encouraging words are light to me

cheers =)

2006-04-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

Germany Itenerary

27th May
6am: Arrive in Frankfurt
7am: Leave for Hahn Airport
8am: Breakfast
9am: Bus to Köln
11am: Arrive in Köln
11.30am: Lunch
1pm: Dom and surroundings
5.30pm: Leave Köln
6pm: Reach Düsseldorf
7pm: Dinner

28th May
8am: ---Wash up and Breakfast
10am: -Tour Düsseldorf
1pm:--- Lunch
4pm:--- Leave Düsseldorf
8pm: ---Reach Frankenberg

29th May – 2nd June
Attend Edertalschule

3rd June
8am:----- Leave Frankenberg
2pm: -----Reach Berlin
3pm: -----Check in
4pm:---- -Checkpoint Charlie Museum
5.30pm:- Dinner (Andreas’ aunt’s place)
7pm: -----Night market
9pm:----- Walking around pub district

4th June
5.30am: --Wash up and Breakfast
7.30am:-- Go to Reichstag
9am: ------Plenary chamber talk
11am: ----Start Berlin tour (meet at -----------------------Brandenburgertor)
2.30pm: -Marienkirche
4pm: -----Schloss Charlottenburg
5pm:----- Olympiastadium
6pm: -----Dinner
7.30pm: -Stadt Theatre

5th June
7.30am:- Wash up and Breakfast
9am: -----Leave for Sans Souci
2.30pm: -Return to city
4pm: -----Postdamplatz
6pm: -----Dinner
7pm: -----Tiergarten
8pm: -----Stadt stroll
9pm: -----Wash up and pack up
12mn:--- Leave Berlin

6th June
9am: ------Reach München and check in
10.45am: -Start München tour (meet at --------------Marienplatz)
2pm: ------Lunch
3pm: ------Stiegestor, Ludwig Maximillien --------------Universität
4pm: ------Haus der Kunst and Hofgarten
5pm: ------Residenz
6pm: ------Dinner (at Hofbrauhaus)
8pm: ------Walking around clubbing district
9pm: ------

7th June
5am: -----Train to Füssen. Breakfast in ------------------train. Neuschwanstein excursion.
6pm: -----Dinner (at Füssen)
7.30pm: -Return to München
8pm: -----Night market

8th June
6.30am: -Wash up and Breakfast
8am: -----Enjoy morning sights of München
9am: -----Leave for Dachau. Visit to ----------------------concentration camp
1pm: ------Lunch (at Dachau)
2.30pm: --Return to München
4pm: ------Max Planck ------Institute/ -----------------------Olympiastadium (ucf)
5pm: ------
6pm: ------Dinner
7pm: ------
8pm: ------ Deutsches Museum (ucf)
9pm: ------

9th June
6.30am: ---Wash up and Breakfast
8am: -------Schloss Nymphenburg
11am: ------Lunch (traditional Bavarian)
12.30pm: --Pack up, hang around city
2pm: -------Leave for Frankfurt (ucf)
6pm: -------Reach Frankfurt
6.30pm: ---Dinner
8pm: -------Walk around

10th June
9am: ----Wash up and Breakfast
11am: --Tour Frankfurt
___pm: -Leave for Frankfurt Airport

*ucf: unconfirmed
hope it can work out

2006-04-01T02:06:00.000-08:00

痛快 S.H.E
痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过（痛快去感受）

每一天都是一个节庆
每件事都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临亲爱的请享用我的感情

痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过

笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪都是该表框纪念的痕迹
很乐意每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼都是活过的证据

痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过
艳阳暴雨不要客气请一直澎湃我热切的血雨
我活着的目的就是为了活得鲜明

痛快迎接
痛快等候
痛快去试探
痛快去触碰
生命安排什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都美丽了我

痛快去爱
痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤
痛快去感动
生命给了什么
我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火
全都不要错过（痛快去感受）
this song is a very nice reflection of our life
i wish i can also be so relaxed and be so impulsive to do everything i like but this is often saddeningly unachievable
another one below reflects my personal thoughts it is actually sung in Taiwanese so the translation and saying it in chinese sounds quite weird but nevertheless it also is nice
我的心因为你变成最亮的那颗星
我的情因为你变成温暖的冬天
你的情为了我甘愿受苦不想甜
你一生我一生回头看过去
路是那么的美
你一张我一张褪色的相片
有美丽的回忆什么人舍得先离开

一生只有你能够原谅我的脾气
一生只有你能够体贴我的伤悲
为什么为什么要等到我没喘气
一句我爱你才甘愿说出嘴
为什么为什么不能用我的命换你
地狱天堂我先去
tired..just ran 6km this morning for track and haha then have some do homework session with friend
want to sleep
oh yeah..tom night at 9.00 pm Art Central a nice film is showing
it is called Goodbye Lenin
it should be in German
happy watching

2006-03-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

The end is here bye/

2006-03-24T17:59:00.000-08:00

haix..yesterday was in a lousy mood...
at night especially...
my german teacher just told us that we couldnt go to Deutschland in June...oh man..........why?
because he dont know who can get the scholarship and so they didnt plan about the trip to germany...argghhh..we are willing to pay our own money lol...
that surely makes me very angry..argghhh my german trip...now we have to plan our own trip to germany ourselves and tickets are running out due to the World Cup
haixxx...why is it so suey......????
later i am going to the german expo...who wants to see can go Suntec City..it should be fun with all the latest technology from Deutschland...Sehr Gut..Prima..Ausgezeichnet
oh and yesterday was very unlucky..for the first time i lost my concentration on the MRT when going home from 3rd lang and miss my station..went all the way to Eunos and have to wait 4 minutes for another train to come back to Paya Lebar, just one-stop in front....urghhhall because i was reading some brochure.....
haixx...hope that such things wont happen again..maybe i will get my german teacher to plan for us a trip or force him to...keep my fingers cross.....
yesterday has some bright points..have an interesting talk with daniel, nicole, cheryl and hong jia on movies and all entertainment and fantasies..haha guess i am still a kid at heart still reading enid blyton's books
yupxx..very fun maybe we can talk to each other more often and get the whole class come together to talk man...
and also watch a film of Goodbye DDR( Deutsche Democratische Republik) or simply East Germany... and about the Walter Ulbricht and Erich Honecker..how the latter try to wrestle the power from former and how the former came to power...very interesting though i didnt understand more than 95% of the film..hmm...but teh main idea is pretty clear..yupxxx.
haiya.. Taoism says Yin and Yang must balance so all bad things must have some good stuffs to counteract...hope that will be too...for my german trip..wish me and my classmates luck
Lets get another song people:
童话的歌词:
忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里
你爱那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

2006-03-11T17:23:00.000-08:00

the holidays are comin people
enjoy
even if you are very busy
and try find time go out with friends
catch up with them and ask how they are if you had not seen each other for a long time or have no chance to have a good long chat together
love each other and dont create misunderstandings
because it will hurt someone deeply and you will be very sorry
here's another song guys haha:

珊瑚海

男) 海平面远方开始阴霾

悲伤要怎麼平静纯白

我的脸上始终挟带

一抹浅浅的无奈

(女) 你用唇语说你要离开(情不在)

那难过无声慢了下来

汹涌潮水你听明白

不是浪而是泪海

(合) 转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来

海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外

我们的爱(我们的爱) 差异一直存在 (回不来)

风中尘埃 (等待) 竟累积成伤害

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来

蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白

当初彼此(你我都) 不够成熟坦白 (不应该)

热情不再 (真爱) 笑容勉强不来

爱深埋珊瑚海

(男) 毁坏的沙雕如何重来

有裂痕的爱怎麼重盖

只是一切结束太快

你说你无法释怀

(女) 贝壳裏隐藏什麼期待(等花儿开)

我们也已经无心再猜

面向海风咸咸的爱

尝不出还有未来

2006-03-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

用心良苦词十一郎曲张宇
你的脸有几分憔悴
你的眼有残留的泪
你的唇美丽中有疲惫
我用去整夜的时间想分辨
在你我之间到底谁会爱谁多一点
我宁愿看著你睡得如此沉静
胜过你醒时决裂般无情
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
春已走花又落
用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手
(music)你的脸有几分憔悴
你的眼有残留的泪
你的唇美丽中有疲惫
我用去整夜的时间想分辨
在你我之间到底谁会爱谁多一点
我宁愿看著你睡得如此沉静
胜过你醒时决裂般无情
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
春已走花又落
用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手
（music)你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
春已走花又落
用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
春已走花又落
用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手
我的痛怎么形容
一生爱错放你的手

Deutsche Rap

2006-02-22T23:00:00.000-08:00

gib uns ein paar worte
egal von welcher sorte
gib uns ein paar worte
egal an welchem orte
mit beat und mit worten
backen wir uns torten
mit beat und mit worten
werdet ihr zu rap-exporten

that was a german rap which i had picked up yesterday but i seriously cant rap at all
haha then we were asked to writ our own rap and so i will expose you to something negative haha

hier schreiben wir einen kurzen gedicht
über schule bekagt man sich
schule ist nur etwas für geeks
und nicht für freaks
die fächer sind einfach gefährlich
sag mal ehrlich
chemie, erdkunde und physik
machen wir weiter haben wir krieg
ich mag die schule nicht
in der schule machen wir nixs
schule mag mich auch nicht
jeden tag habe ich ein langes gesicht

it is something bad which we goody people shouldnt say haha
na..
hier ist ein rap nur für dich
was ich mache ein Gedicht
sag mal ehrlich
ich liebe dich
kannst du dich in mich verliebt

du bist manchmal freundlich
aber immer angstlich
machen wir weiter unser relationship

ich liebe dich
weiβ du nicht
weiβ du nicht
ich liebe dich

haha now i feel like rapping haha
yo yo wat'ssup

Post Valentine

2006-02-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday was Valentine's Day and i had track training..such a put off right? but then actually i also got no date. so my date that night was actually the chem lecture notes cos we have a chem quiz today which was hard..
so did you guys out there enjoy yourselves with all the couple streaming on the roads..?
haha Valentine's Day without a Valentine is sad case but anyway i am used to it so doesnt matter much to me anyway..
Sorry Jo i realli did not see ur letter to me..and i didnt not even thank you..for it..next time you give me letter you should tell me la..i dont search my bag just to look for letters..anyway thanx for it anyway..haha..
Valentine's Day.. roses everywhere, couples everywhere, singles all away..haix...

Love you so deeply in my heart
Cant express my love for you
because your heart is stone hard
i cant penetrate it
i cant fathom it
i can only let myself aside

i will forget you
i will no more like you
just i dont know what to do
letting go is the best choice i can choose

oh baby love you so much
i want to have your touch
letting you go
is my way of love for you to judge

oh baby thank you so much
letting me know what is love such
i will never hurt you
if it means making me march

away to the farway isle to be on my heart

o results

2006-02-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

congratulatons everyone we have done the school proud. we have been the best batch for the decade!!! 4B we rock the world. thnx everyone for helping me in my studies so that i can get this wonderful result. thnx for all the motivation given. I love you all man. esp. thnx to yew chin and su hui whom i bothered so much during the o level period now i find it a bit paiseh. thnx for all the encouragement given. remember we were all sending encouragement smses to each other to work hard during that period of time. now we have tide it over and we can celebrate. i will never forget that stage of life when everyone work hard together and bonded into the best family in the world.
oh ya mum congrats we both received good results what a pair we make right mum and son!!!
haha now i am blogging in the midst of my third lang lesson which i had nothing much to do since only 3 person turned up. now it is a bit of a dilemma where to go just like after the prelims
NJC or RJC? i dont know. it is pretty tiring travelling to the language centre twice a week for extremely long hours for the third language. by the time i reach home i will be so dead. so should i continue in RJ? I dont know if i can cope. but i like RJ a lot. for me NJ will be a better choice but well my RJ frens are so nice that i dont wanna leave them behind haha. Difficult to choose. besides NJ is very far too!!! maybe i will stay in RJ yeah!!!
well love is in the air. Valentines Day is coming may those in love continue your honeymoon and singles like me good luck in finding love!! I hope i can find one soon

2006-02-03T22:33:00.000-08:00

A Song:
what to do
i let myself go
i have to let go
let me forget all that i had done for you
let me forget that you exist in my life

day after day i just think about you
wishing you were by me
all the time we had together
are now shreds of memories

can you leave me
and dont leave me any hope
because i wanna forget you
forget my love for you
forget my contributions to you

let me go off
let me forget all the efforts i put in for you
let me forget
forget how harsh when we were told to be just friends
let me sigh
my heart is broken to pieces never to hide
dear dear baby i just wanna let go of you

it is a pretty nice song i guess hope you all like it and yeah thats all for today class stand!

for fun

2006-01-30T18:28:00.000-08:00

let's play b ball together
haha we all like each other like brothers and sisters but is there true friendship?
yes the answer is complete
YES
haha no love but friendship is still good
sorry for hurting anyone out there
hope u can forgive me
all the time u helped me 4B rockz..everyone who is now in my life rockz
i am not lonely but i wanna post this song haha

"Lonely"

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,

I have nobody,

For my owwnnn

I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely

I have nobody,

For my owwnnnI'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya

Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was

Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz

Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own)

girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and

I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck

Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I

Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own)

girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through

Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u

Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me

Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own) girrl

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,

I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and

Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever

Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz..

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, (so lonely)

,Mr. Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

2006-01-27T20:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year
best wishes to everyone
stay cheerful kkk

blogging

2006-01-19T01:31:00.000-08:00

Haha knew that it is a long time since I last blog
Well I am currently in RJ for the first 3 months. Well heard that o results coming out real soon well guess the truth is going to sink in whether I can remain or go elsewhere
Well orientation is very fun. My OG rox. Akkeleos rox.
I have very nice OGLS: Aaron and Kang Ya who are caring and nice
I have very good friends in the OG. We build strong bonds
I love my class too. We are a nice bunch of people and we are very friendly. SO6R is fun.
Haha my third lang is pretty tiring though. Been sleeping at around 12 lately and the tutorials are piling up. Dunno wat to do for cca really worrying.
Haha being in RJ is good cos you are busy then you can forget about love which is getting troublesome and stupid. Loving someone is painful but forgetting her is even more torturous. I just hope that I wont fall in love. Please don’t misunderstand and think I am in love k guys. I am single and available
Good anyway we are all gd frens right?
The topic getting depressing.
Learn a new song german song
Flugzeuge im bauch
Du hast’n schatten im blick/ dein lachen is gemalt/ deine gedanken sind nicht mehr bei mir/streichelst mich mechanisch/ völlig steril/ eiskalte hand, mir graut vor dir// fühl’ mich leer und verbraucht/ alles tut weh/ hab’ flugzeuge in meinem bauch/ kann nichts mehr essen/ kann dich nicht vergessen/ aber auch das gelingt mir noch// gib mir mein herz zurück/ du brauchst meine liebe nicht/ gib mir mein herz zurück/ bevor es auseinandervricht/ je eher du gehst/ um so leichter wird’s für mich// ich brauch’ niemand, der mich quält, niemand, der mich benutzt, wann er will/ niemand, der mit mir redet nur aus pflichtgefühl/ der nur seine eitelkeit an mir stillt// niemand, der nie da ist/ wenn man ihn am nötigsten hat/ wenn man nach luft schnappt, auf dem trocknen schwimmt/ laβ mich los, laβ mich in ruhe/ damit das ein ende nimmt// gib mir mein herz…..
It is a nice song though you may not understand the lyrics anyway
This is my longest post ba! happy Chinese new year people haha

2005-12-28T18:49:00.000-08:00

taiwan trip summary:
i lazy type alot so say shortly
i climb mountains, i go to the sea i watch sunrise
i travel to eastern part of taiwan i go to south
i went shopping bought some gifts now i dunnoe how to give them out
i went to wooden sculpture place twice
some fren came to visit me
went relative's house
have two field trips in one whole month
watch movies on HBO, Star Movies at home
first time experience car breakdown somemore in the mountains
luckily got rescued otherwise edison is trapped
miss the chance to see monkeys and snakes(duh snakes are hibernating)!
Thats all
recommend two songs which i like here:
痴心絕對詞/曲：蔡伯南原唱：李聖傑
想用一杯Latte' 把妳灌醉好讓妳能多愛我一點
暗戀的滋味妳不懂這種感覺早有人陪的妳永遠不會
看見妳和他在我面前證明我的愛只是愚昧
妳不懂我的那些憔悴是妳永遠不曾過的體會
為妳付出那種傷心妳永遠不了解
我又何苦勉強自己愛上妳的一切
妳用狠狠逼退我的防備靜靜關上門來默數我的淚
明知道讓妳離開他的世界不可能會
我還傻傻等到奇蹟出現的那一天
直到那一天妳會發現真正愛妳的人獨自守著傷悲
曾經我以為我自己會後悔不想愛的太多痴心絕對
為妳落第一滴淚為妳作任何改變
也喚不回妳對我的堅決

second here:
不得不愛 Wilber Pan
＊(女)天天都需要你愛　我的心思由你猜　
　I LOVE YOU　我就是要你讓我每天都精彩　　
天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛　　
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　說得比想像更快
＊(男)是我們感情豐富太慷慨　還是有上天安排　　
是我們本來就是那一派　還是捨不得太乖　　
是那一次約定了沒有來　讓我哭得像小孩　　
是我們急著証明我存在　還是不愛會發呆
BABY＃(合)不得不愛　否則快樂從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則悲傷從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則我就失去未來　　
好像身不由己　不能自己很失敗　可是每天都過得精彩
repeat＊(Rap)I ask girlfriend how you been　　　
來去了幾回　我從來沒有想過　愛情會變得如此無奈　是命運嗎　
　　難道難過是上天的安排　沒辦法　天天的每天的心思到底由誰來陪　　
　我誠心　妳誠意　但周圍擾人的環境始終　讓我們無法再這樣的自由相戀　　　
我精采　你發呆　兩顆心不安的搖擺　應該有的未來　是否真的那麼的無法期待　
捨不得再傷害　　 You're girl my girl my friend　
　 How much I love you so so much baby　　　看著你哀愁　要我如何怎麼承受面對　　
I 'm sorry you're my sweetheart　　 My love My one & only babyrepeat
＃＊天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　說得比想像更快
(男)會不會有一點無奈
(女)會不會有一點太快
(合)可是你給我的愛　　讓我養成了依賴　　心中充滿愛的節拍
repeat＊

2005-12-28T04:58:00.000-08:00

haha back in Singapore now
taiwan mountains are so fun
the sunrise
the cold
sad didnt get to see any stray monkeys
hai
next year perhaps wish everyone happy new year oh ya and merry christmas

2005-12-06T00:59:00.000-08:00

yes taiwan is really a nice place
maybe you all can come down visit me..it is a really nice place to forget everything all your woes haha free advertisement for taiwan tourism board
yeah although quite boring and lonely with no friends hmm
anyway see you all back in Singapore on 26th
Wish you all a merry christmas

2005-11-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

一千年以后
生活有了节奏
梦想的自由
友谊是绝对承诺你说
延续一千年以后

放任无奈
淹没尘埃
就在废墟之中守着你走来 oh
欢乐时光
承载不了oh
所有一切离别的悲哀

因为在一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法肩并肩牵你的手
走到人生尽头

别等到一千年以后
才后悔什么没有说
那时红色黄昏的沙漠
会有谁回忆我们千年的协奏

Song again

2005-11-24T05:09:00.000-08:00

不够勇敢 (4B version)
守在我身边
看你真诚的笑脸
笑得那么甜
让我给了你誓言

不会有埋怨
都使我心甘情愿
或许有一天
你的爱能被看见

晴天雨点
你从不走远
我没感觉被忽略

你会永远留在我心怀
一直沉默地做我的依赖
让烦恼石沉大海
4B dears I need you by my side
过去的回忆永远不放开
We love each other like brothers and sisters

Till the end of time
In a world so close to me
I’m just so in love
With a class that’s in my heart

Each and everyday
I wanna have you next to me
And I said to the world
I’ll never let it end

明明知道
迟早有一天
离别时光要说再见

yeah another one haha
my mood not so good these few days so decide to devote my time doing this
shall miss all of you when i go back to taiwan on sunday
if u have any comments please give generously haha

Tribute to 3B / 4B

2005-11-21T19:09:00.000-08:00

世界上最美的风景 (4B version)

我心中的4B 一直不忧郁
我眼部的眉心早已被开启
照片的情景多么美丽
你愿意陪着我向人生迈去
我是只小麻雀却从来不犹豫
有一天变美丽只有4B 相信
向天空飞去却从来不担心
我相信你陪我环游世界去

我们会欣赏最美的风景
多少情雨风雪冰都是我的 memory
你是世界上最美的风景
你将存在我的记忆想着你

4B 是小太阳守在我心底
冷的时候就让我躲到你怀里
我们的约定我从来没忘记
我愿意陪着你向人生迈去
你是只小麻雀从来不犹豫
有一天变美丽只有我会相信
向窗外飞去却从来不担心
因为我陪着你环游世界去

你是一生上最美的风景
多少情雨风雪冰都是我的 memory
友谊世界上最美的感情
你会藏在我的心底恋着你

Love each other like brothers and sisters
How lucky for me to be in 4B

second one here....
老鼠爱大米（4B version）

听见4B的声音有种特别的感觉
让我不孤单永远不会忘记
我们纯真的友谊永远留在我心中
哪怕骊歌现在已经奏起

过去两年每一天友谊理想都实现
我会努力好好珍惜永远不会改变
不管路有多么远 4B会陪你不倦
我会亲亲在你耳边对你说（对你说）

爱4B Love 4B 就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨 4B会依然陪着你
想4B 不忘记不管有多么的苦
4B已经在心里我永远会痴心这颗行星

不寂寞不伤悲 Love like brothers and sisters
不管有多少困境 4B会依然挺着你
听见你看见你不管有多么的远一直到世界停止运转的那一天不会改变

hope you all like it this is easier
4B seh lorzzzz